Thrоugh a petition filed January 28, 1994, for the appointment of a guardian for the ward, the Department of Mental Retardation sought application of the doctrine of substituted judgment for a determination whether Jane, if сompetent, would choose to terminate her pregnancy by abortion. See
Care & Protection of Beth,
We summarize the findings 2 made by the probate judge, supplemented by uncontested facts from the record. Jane is a thirty year old woman who, according to the appointed psychologist, has “moderate mental retardation and ... an adjustment disorder with mixed emotional features.” She has an IQ in the mid-fifties аnd functions mentally at the level of a three to four year old child, although a four year old would have more cognitive energy for problem solving. Dr. Anne Hurley, whom the court had appointed to examine the ward аnd who met with her three times, illustrated the extent of the ward’s disability by remarking that it would take many years to teach the ward to cook an egg. In addition to her mental retardation, the ward since age six has suffered from seizures. Hеr seizure disorder is alleviated by daily administration of 200 milligrams of Tegretol and of Primidone.
The ward’s condition is marked by a proclivity to agitated and assaultive behavior. This takes the form of hitting, kicking, scratching, biting, and ripping clothes off. During the course of such eruptions the ward has managed to dislocate a shoulder and wrench the joints of staff members in her special residence who were performing the task of trying to calm her. Generally, such outbursts occur when Jane is frustrated in any way, particularly by a break in her routine, e.g., being *238 prevented when sick with flu from making a customary trip to a doughnut shop. Such was her rage on that occasion that staff required four-point restraint to manage her until she calmed down.
The ward has been in a variety of special care facilities since age sixteen. Since 1986, she has been living in community programs operated by Vinfen Corporаtion. She resides in an apartment with three other disabled persons, assisted and watched over by around-the-clock staff. 3 Through intensive effort and a very structured program, Vinfen has enabled Jane to make much prоgress in controlling her aggressive impulses. Such has been the success of the Vinfen program that, within her restricted circumstances, Jane has a pleasurable life which includes trips to local stores, restaurants, a bаnk, bowling, movies, parks, the public library, museums, and downtown Boston.
As to her pregnancy, the ward does not seem to understand what that condition means. She varyingly acknowledged and denied that there is a “baby inside me” and stated рreferences both to “keep the baby inside my belly” and have the “baby stop growing inside my belly.” Efforts to determine Jane’s preference about having or not having a baby, the judge found, were “fruitless.” As well as hearing testimony from Dr. Hurley, the judge conducted an interview of Jane in chambers, with her counsel, a worker from her residence, and a stenographer present.
In the absence of the ward’s capability for an expression of preference, see and compare
Matter of Moe,
As he approached his ultimate finding, the judge relied principally on the evidence given by Dr. Hurley, whose testimony occupies more than one-third of the transcript of the entire proceedings. Dr. Hurley said that continuing the pregnancy would undo her observed progress that years of intensive behavioral and educational intervention had achieved. 4 Her “very, very strong” opinion was that continuing the pregnancy would be harmful to Jаne psychologically. She anticipated an acute and possibly irretrievable deterioration in the ward’s mental condition were the pregnancy allowed to proceed. Dr. Hurley thought there was nothing рositive in going through a pregnancy for this individual. The ward had no tolerance for discomfort and, in the past, had reacted to physical or psychological stress by being violent, throwing herself down, destroying property, аnd attacking others. An abortion, Dr. Hurley further testified, was also not without risk. The uncomfortable and frightening aspects of that procedure might cause the ward to disintegrate into a psychotic state.
With adverse consеquences possible no matter which path was taken, the judge wrote that, “before an invasive procedure is authorized, we cannot presuppose that [the ward], if competent, would disregard the fetus as аn important factor in her decision.” Accordingly, the judge determined, the ward’s “decision, if competent, would be not to consent to an abortion.”
It is axiomatic that an appellate court accepts the subsidiary findings of fact of a trial judge unless they are clearly erroneous. Mass.R.Civ.P. 52(a),
The judge found that, were the pregnancy to proceed, Jane “would probably become very behaviorally disturbed again” and “would probably act out aggressively against staff and others and in so doing jeopardize her own safety and the well being of the fetus.” For purposes of reaching his ultimate conclusion, the judge treats as having equal weight his finding, based on Dr. Hurley’s testimony, that Jane would suffer psychological harm if she were to undergо an abortion. When the findings do not justify the ultimate conclusion, an appellate court may examine the record to see if there are elements of uncontested evidence that would assist resolution of thе question to be decided. See
Bruno
v.
Bruno,
On the basis of what the judge found and what appears in the record, it follows that the assaults on the ward’s fragile mental state from continuation of the pregnancy would be repetitive, for each additional day she is pregnant, and increasing in severity and danger. Normal discomforts of pregnancy such as bladder pressure, an increasingly bulky body,
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and backache would be felt as unendurable by Jane because she would not fully understand their cause or meaning. From what has been found about Jane’s reactions to frustration, changes in her diet to conform with wise prenatal practices might be an occasion for violent encounters. Birth labor would be horrifying and dangerous, again because she could not be prepared for what was happening. In comparison to these difficulties, which would be of an accelerating nature, there is the alternative of one occasion of medical intervention, which can be achieved with a minimum of discomfort and the likelihood of much decreased risk to the ward’s psychic makeup. By the very nature of her mental impairment, the ward is self-centered and concerned about how she feels physically, but, in exercising judgment on her behalf, we must take her compassionately as we find her. Only in that way can we determine as best we can the ward’s wants, needs, and choices. See
Superintendent of Belchertown State Sch.
v.
Saikewicz,
The judgment is reversed. A judgment shall be entered that the temporary guardian may authorize medical inter *242 vention to terminate the ward’s pregnancy. Our rescript is to issue forthwith.
So ordered.
Notes
The judge was conscientious in apрointing persons who would examine the question from various points of view. He appointed: a temporary guardian with authority concerning medical issues; counsel for Jane; a guardian ad litem “to investigate and rеport on the substituted judgment question with respect to the abortion”; a guardian ad litem “to oppose a determination that [the ward], if competent, would choose to have an abortion”; and counsel to represent the fetus. See
Matter of Moe,
Those findings are detailed and contain helpful references to transcript and exhibits. The judge acted expeditiously in completing his findings and ruling, once the proceedings before him had concluded.
Although staff are on duty at all timеs at the residence, we do not mean to say that Jane is or should be under twenty-four hour surveillance. Obviously, she is not; were she, this case would not have arisen.
Dr. Hurley had examined Jane before, in 1985 and 1986.
That motion was denied.
Historially, Jane had manifested acute anxiety about her physique.
